2012 resolutions.

Well let's be honest. We seldom write and stick to our resolutions, that's just the way it is which is why I thought pretty long and hard about what i'd like mine to be, nothing crazy and nothing mama can't do. Oh yes and in case you were wondering, I AM well aware of the fact that I have not 1.Blogged in a while and 2. I have yet to write a Christmas blog(Coming SOON!).

 Anyways, I had a pretty angry 2011 if I am being honest. I spent a lot of time (too much time) just plain, flat out, pissed off. Always at things I couldn't change. In 2012 I am hoping to first of all stop getting angry about things I can't change. I need to accept that sometimes the bad guy wins, the liar sometimes get away with their lies, and most importantly that I can't change bad people. Sometimes people are just bad and that's the way it is. No matter how many benefits of the doubt you give, no matter how much you look the other way, no matter what.. Someone that isn't a good person will not change. I Brynna, need to stop getting angry about this. I plan to go to great lengths come January 1st to remove any and ALL bad apples from my life and this includes other people's stresses. At the end of the day sometimes I care to much and it needs to stop. I am not going to fight battles any longer for anyone other than myself, I feel like after this year I owe it to ME to let other people, weak people, stand on their own two feet.

 Aside from being angry about a bunch of random things in 2011 I have also come to realize that I would like to get into fighting shape this year and get my butt in the ring. I know that mentally I am ready for this. Some of you reading this may think I have lost my mind, but I really can't describe the way I feel when I have my gloves on. I love having the ability to defend myself and maybe it's a little ironic that this comes about after my paragraph on anger lol whatever the reason is I NEED THIS. Now when I say "fighting shape" I don't mean "Hey I want to be skinny!!" Because that's not what I mean. One thing 2011 has taught me is that being beautiful doesn't mean you are 110 pounds, it's more about how you feel inside about yourself and how healthy you are., and by the way ladies being 110 lbs doesn't make you pretty the sooner this reality sets in the easier your life will be. I personally have come to be comfortable with the fact that yes, I have a big butt and weighing in at 138 pounds I am a curvy 24 year old, adult. I don't need to be stick nor do I desire to be. What I *do* desire is to be stronger, and by this I mean I want to have the ability to hit you and knock you down. (A pretty damn important skill to have when stepping into a ring lol).

 My last and final resolution for 2012 is to stop cursing so much. I seriously have the filthiest little mouth on Earth and I don't even mean to! I would really love to clean that up a notch :)

 I am excited for 2012 and to see what it brings, thank God for another year on this earth, and I pray each of you have a blessed and happy new year! Leave 2011 in the past and let's welcome a fresh new year!!!!